Virginie, i know times are hard right now. You want to give up so bad, but the thing is i don't like seeing you like this! You're usually so strong, it's crazy right now. And i don't feel as though i have the right words to tell you to keep holding on. I know i haven't been around for you as much as i used to, but it's not because i don't love you anymore. I promis, i'll always be there for you honey. The greatest times for you are to come. You have to leave the past behind, and keep smiling. I already told you, you're so pretty when you smile! I never wanna lose you, and i MORE than hate seeing you miserable. Especially because of a boy. He doesn't deserve you baby girl, you should see this. You usually do ! but who am i to judge who you should love ? right ? you don't controle you're feelings, nobody does. So don't beat yourself up because of this. Honey, stay strong. Let the time pass, and just have FUN. I know i'm not the one who should be saying this right now, cause i'm living hard things myself..but one thing i know is that you are surrounded by lots of people who absolutely love you, friends, family members. So take the time to appreciate what you've got, and do everything that's possible to stay happy. It's the ONLY thing you deserve. I love you more than anything or anyone in this world. And this will never change, i promis. So here's to our almost 10 years of friendship baby. I miss youu, keep holding on. I know you're strong ! love forever and always , jasmine ( your best friend forever..) xxx